Pain, Pain, Go Away!

Yesterday I experienced a horrible pain day which included a foggy brain. Most of the time the fibromyalgia I've lived with for 25+ years is manageable through nutrition, exercise, and stretching. However, once in a great while it lays me low, and I go through the day thanking God that "this too shall pass" and not getting much done.

I thought I had accepted pain as a way of life until a day like yesterday hits me like a sack of cement and knocks me off my feet. It's not just the physical pain that's difficult, but the emotions that go with it. People who live with chronic pain have to deal with down-in-the-dumps days, and I'm no exception.

BUT. . .we have a Savior who suffered more than we ever will. He experienced excruciating pain as the nails were pounded into His hands and feet on the cross. Then He was separated, for the first time, from His Father in heaven, in order to take on the crushing sins of the world. . .my sin! And He did this voluntarily.

First John 3:16 says,

This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down His life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

When I go through a bad pain day, I face the temptation of wanting to back off and not fully follow God the rest of my life. The enemy puts thoughts in my head that I have a right to take it easy because of my pain.

I say to that: Hah! God takes me to verses like the one above, and I once again fall on my face in gratitude for what Christ has done for me. He not only gave me eternal life, but abundant life here on earth. There is no greater joy than knowing God loves me and that He gives meaning and purpose to my life through serving.

There will always be a battle between the flesh and the spirit until we're out of these bodies. However, God is greater than Satan. My prayer for us is that we will live out Hebrews 12:2-3:

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

Christ laid down His life for the joy set before Him. There is purpose in the pain that God allows in our lives. When we scorn the pain and lay down our lives for others, joy comes!